Touched by an Angel

Silence, please be quiet!

The only thing she knew was how to be silent

When it all falls down

It falls in rackets 

All she knew was how to be silent

Head filled with voices whispering

you can’t do it, and you’ll never get through it’

Everything seems so loud, she was not proud

All she could ever ask was, how?

It was a battle her mind was after 

“Pick me up,

Hold me up,

Pick yourself up you need to find yourself, love

Love, (self love)

Love (first love)

Love (what is the true meaning of love?)

Heart has been broken more than enough not only by ex lovers but from her loved ones of which they share the same blood

Forgive (them without apology)

Forgive (them)

Forgive (yourself)

She’s falling, she falling drained and can’t find her calling

She closed her eyes fell asleep

Breathed life

Repeat,

Sleep and eat 

Not to mention she had to brush her teeth, take a shower to remain clean

This was her usual routine towards mid year two thousand seventeen and all of two thousand eighteen

Mid December is when she started to remember who she was meant to be

She was touched by an angel helping her up when she was in need 

She waited too long

 Was getting impatient she hated waiting

She finally decided to let go and let God take it.

Remained obedient

Remained humble

Remembering that what good that may be coming her way may all go down in crumbles

If she fumbles once more

Being touched by an angel was the cure 

Her cries out

Long nights, hugging her pillow at night tears falling from each side 

Talking to herself out loud because she didn’t know who to call on to confide

Having flashback on how bad he lied, crying inside while smiling on the out 

Pretending she was fine,

Lies,

Lies,

Lies 

All throughout her life

This angel was there even when her vision wasn’t clear 

Now her eyes are wide open 

Blessed with wisdom, understanding and knowledge 

What was once damaged, she shouts;

“A new days has come 

The light has shone 

The reveal of the revelation

No more temptation 

No more complaining

Forever grateful for this angel”

And the many many angels by her side during her rough time

Dark nights turned into happy days

All she continues to pray is let peace reign and allow your children to remain sane and when it all falls down they won’t shy away to call on your name 

So that you can dispatch the angels on their way.